SUNYI!!

orang cakap lepas broke off..sure rase sunyi.
sbb pe sunyi??

sbb..dh xde org yg betol2 nk amek berat sal kite.

klu dlu, ive seen ma sis..

broke off dgn pnuh tragis nye.(jgn mare)

i was wondering. wut the heck yg die nk sedih sgt.
i mean she got job..she got her own assets..her own life.

move on la.1 day, die akn dtg balik kt kite ngn regret.

dulu..aku xpenah nk believe sume tu.

4 me..let bygone be bygone, move on, have a new life.

senang la klu ckp kan?

aku dh broke off lbey kurang 1year and 4 months.

well, ak n die actually got to know mase aku amek satu course.

he was in d same class.

haha...yg xpcaya nye, it was lasting 4 about 4 years.

kitorg xde la loving sgt klu nk compare with other couple.

jealousy xpnah terlitas kt kepala pun..

but i loved him soooo much.

its beyond my words.

sbb broke off...simple.

different beliefs,

different culture,

different thinking.

die xsanggup nk ubah hidup die.
so, 4 me..if i carried it on..

its 4 nothing.

bile dh break...yups! IT HURTS!

but i never showed my sadness to people.

so org igt...ak ni kuat, tekad, tough.

outside of me, i tried to laugh, to smile..

but inside..no one knows except Allah.

i kept tis to myself.

yup, mmg bg effect yg sgt besar to me.

i can't study.

i can't move on.
i can't have a new life.

i've tried. org ckp, klu time2 cmni,

kwn is d best cure. but 4 me, it nonsense.

family is d best cure. yup, its true!

but family will not always b with me.

but now..i've really moved on.
blum jmpe yg lain lg.

xsesuai kot..or sbnrnye dh rase serik.

serius. bile ade je yg approach..

a. my whole body starts shaking......

b. my heart pumping faster.....

c. mmg mamat tu kne gelak ngn aku.

(can't stop laughing)

so, mcm mane nk de bf br...

klu jumpe kwn lame..

sure tny "dh de bf??"

hampeh. no time for love bwat mase ni.

study is d most important thing!

grad, keje, kumpul duit byk2...chantekkan diri..

kawen ngn laki kaya raya!

hahahah!!!!

eventhough ak teramatla sunyi...

but its ok. im fine with it.

bloggers....pray 4 my happiness and success..

thanx.... :)

mia

another journey turns up!

new sem..new lecturers.. n again, d same members...
its juz goin 2 b tougher than before...

lots to play wif dna..plasmid..and all sorts of that.
sumtin that i would never imagine..
never tot to b a scientist..never EVER!

but..the longer ive been in tis field..i mean 'damn' science thing..
the more i feel my passion is really into music.
hah! of course got noting to do wif singing..
obviously, not my talent at all!
(showtimes are only in d toilet!haha!)

but life has to go on..
proceed wif wut im doin..
n try to grab wut i really wana do.
4 sure,no supportive thing from ma mom! (u knew it!)

tis another journey..hope it will b easier 4 me..
wif a little extra package, hope it will help me goin thru those things.
insyaallah...

urghhh...tis is wut i hate!

3rd may..juz finished ma final exam..
but i met wif an xcident tat day. injured la sket n yg penting..
ma sis meletopp..her car kann..d only asset tat she got.
3k for fixing tat lil greeny savvy...

1st June rumah kne pecah!
adess...always heard bout it..never tot to ever face tis situation at all...
but..how unlucky i was!
tah bangla ke.. indon mane tah yang xmalu masuk umah aku..
n curi brg2 dlm umah aku!
15-17k 4 d missing things..

can u imagine, even a bday mug..present from ma fren pn die amek.
sure nk bukak kedai runcit tapi xcukup modal!hahh!
n d most precious thing 4 me..
bracelet yg ma cousin gave to me.
brg2 ma bro jgn cakapla.. lcd worth 5k dia angkut..
n even xbox pn..

2 days after dat..trus me,ma bro n ma sis moved in to a new house..
a condo with a strict security guard..near sg buloh.
costs us 3k-4k to really move out completely..

i was very excited to start d break actually..
after all d hardwork n no social thing i did along the sem..
(except 4 d art festival..haha)
n for tis 2 months break..
things happened 2 me.. really made a change.
change to ma life..maself..ma family.. ma mind..
a change, but in every way!

tis new sem, new life, new me.
really mish ma frens..
thanx 2 them.. their supports really make a sense..
really help me in many ways..

to ayie,faizi,anis,cah,ain, mimi.....
millions thanx 2 u guys!
frenship 4eva!

yeahh rriite....

i wonder y people luv blogging..n among ma friends, sem break=enjoy writing blogs!

n i...never thought i can have one! ahah! i hate 2 write, i hate 2 think when im writing n i even hate people's impression bout ma blog..poyo la..gewdix..biase la.. manusia=negative thinking..

then, what made me to have a blog?haha!

fariza wanted 2 read ma blog last nite.well, she's 1 of ma friend..

i said i don have any! then she gave sum thoughts n it opened ma mind..

so...tarrraaaaaa....tis is ma blog!ngee~

so..frens..do read ma blog..

really welcome any constructive critics..

n..kutuk la kalau nk kutuk sgt kann..