POST LAPUK!

Aku dh lameeeeeeeeeeeee xupdate! jd gatal tgn bukak blog saje tgk2 bnde lame..xde keje kt opis. bosan. EH! tetibe bukak edit posts aku! sekali aku terjumpe post ni...........
and ak tengah pikir ni. EH!nape ak xpost bende ni?????maybe sbb ak xkawen lg ngn die. jdnye ak agak malu nk post kt blog. hahaha~~ dahla ak xbeli present pape pon kat die mase bday die ritu. hahahah~[gelak jaat!]
oklah. WALAUPUN BENDE NI DAH LAPUK..post je la kan. =p ADE AKU KESAH KO SUKE KE X?! ngahahah~

[[[[[[aku kenal dia from sorang member.
mule2 xsuke.........even die ckp die suke aku pon... ak still xsuke jugaakkk...
org ckp die handsome..ak tgk x pon..mate sepet..ape la sgt... duhhhh~
haha..klu igt2 blk jadi funny.
contact2..sms2..lame2 tersuke..tersayang..tercinte..yg sepet tu la y paling suke skali..KATE KAU! hak3. =p
8bln lbh kitorg kwn...kawen always jd discussion topic. hahaha~
sape yg xnk end the relationship wif a marriage kan? aku pon nak.
tp xpernah terfikir untuk end my single life scpt ini.
bile nk kawen?? erm..biar la dlu..dh jadik betol2 br bising2 k.
kalu bising awal2..itu la ini la..bile xjd..pospone..xke malu..

aku sesungguhnya xsangka ade lelaki yg nk kawen ngn aku.
its not dat aku hodoh ke bodoh ke..but then..tah. only friends yg close to me je akn phm.
ive gone thru a lot of experience in love life.
ngn lelaki cina la..ngn lelaki pengecut la..mcm2.
yg penting..ak dh ready utk jd seorg isteri..KATE KAU!!
n nk jadi isteri die..xnk jd isteri org lain..KATE KAU!!
nt kat syurga..nk idup ngn die jugak. xmau org lain..KATE KAU!!
we have a lot of planning for the future. so for sure la ak kne hidup ngn die. br planning tu jd real. kan?? KATE KAU!! hahaha~
yg penting...SYG CINTA B..

TO MOHD NASIR aka B..

HAPPY 23RD BDAY B.. HOPE THINGS BETWEEN US WILL LAST FOREVER.. ]]]]]]

korang jgn nyampah eh bace post ni. kalau nyampah, xpyh bukak blog aku! ahahahah~

JUMPE LG! =P

TONSILLITIS

dlu..ak slalu dgr kwn2 ak tonsil bengkak la..tonsil bernanah la..smpi xg kelas..cm terukkk la sgt kan...oh! skunk br ak tehegeh2 mkn ubat..sbb TONSILLITIS. ak rase ni saket yg agk serius lepas bronchitis.erm..nk dkt setahun dh. alkisahnye cenggini...

ahad : rase seram sejuk tidak terhingga. xleh tido smpi pagi. badan sakit gile. bile batuk rase dada cm nk pecah....

isnin : aku redah jugak g kursus wlupon xlrt. bdn stil saket. dh mule demam. tp wt xtaw jek.haha. malam tu tekak ak belah kiri stat saket. telinga pon saket.

selasa : tekak saket lagi teruk. pipi ak cm nmpk bengkak sebelah jek. demam rse dh ok.mule2 xnk g klinik.malas. las2 g jugak. sbb dh xtahan. tonsillitis. dh teruk. kne infection bacteria. bdn saket2. demam 39.5 degree C. so doc bg antibiotik dos tgi sbb die kate yg biase xleh lut dh. [cuak ak mendgrnye..]

rabu, khamis : ak still saket.demam cm xde kesan jek ubat tu. klu xmkn ubt, demam dtg blk. ak rse sakit tu dari belah kiri dh merebak sampai kt tgh tekak. oh! ak takot...cmne ni??wuwuwuwu~

jdnye...mlm ni ak memberanikan diri tgk image kt google...wuwuwuwuwu~ taaaaakooooottnyeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~

haaaa...lihatla..ak dh takot. esok klu xbek jugak..ak nk g serang doktot tu!berani die bg ubat yg xbekesan kt aku.....dh la mahhai!hasil tanaman anggur aku abes dijual semata2 nk byr bil klinik.ngaaaaaaaaa~

setelah dikaji...simptom2 biase tonsil adelah :
-sakit tekak [sakit bile menelan]
-demam
-batuk2
-sakit kepala
-keletihan
-sakit dalam telinga atau leher
oh...kesemuanya aku alami. huhuhu~

sori klu post ni nmpk cm rubbish. sbb tonsillitis ni common kan. since ak 1st time kne..jdnye ak jakon telampau sket. ni blog aku.sukelah ak nk letak ape pon.hahahahaha~xdelah. info sket2 pasal ni so that bile korg saket2 dpt la taw awal2 kan sblm terlmbt...haa~

doakan aku cepat sehat ye.aminn...............

untuk norlin sabuti!

bibit kannnn die bagi komen taw kt post baru yg semalam tu.
tp kan....xdpt bace! napeeeeeeeeeee?? mane komen itu???
bibiiiiiiiiit!! ak curious nehhhh! wuaaaaaaaaa~

betol ke? anda rase?

Tadi saya buat satu kuiz! kuiz mengenal diri..kata kau~haha~ saya dapat link die dari blog fatin zahura..credit to her!inilah resultnye..ngeee~

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


HEHEHEHE~

1st job offer~

hehe..remember i did mention about my 2nd interview kt IBM? after ak pass Aptitude test n 1st interview..
erm...im half way to get d job. mase interview tu.....mcm2 la disembangkan..
almost an hour dlm blik interview.
1st..interviewer, mr kenneth explain evrything bout d work.

1. boleh bg commitment 100% untuk kerja. means...sanggup bwt overtime sampai 12am..sanggup keje time weekend..n public holiday. mr kenneth tu ckp..die almost every weekend pon keje. n klu nk contact die..kol tgh2 mlm pon xpe. still available dat time. life n work cn never b balance.. gilos!!

2. die xnk amek staff yg keje br 4 bulan dh nk resign..nk yg tetap. cz IBM rugi la kan..anta training nk dekat sebulan..gaji pon jalan..tetiba br keje bape bulan dh nk benti..rugi itu. so die ckp..at least keje setahun dengan mereka. can u ever imagine..keje yg xde life ni utk setahun?? omg.. die ckp..sblm ni..byk yg resign. sbb gaji xsetimpal ngn keje. yela.cuti xde..overtime je keje..die ckp, 2500 mmg la byk. tp bile dh bwt keje nt..rse cm gaji patotnye 3500..so ak dh cuak disitu..betapa kejenye bapak banyak. die ckp, team yg handle USA..keje ikut time USA..kdg2 xbalik..esoknye br balik..sbb nk handle 300-400 request sehari. cuaaakkkss~

3. training sebulan..n then new staff akn ade mentor utk tgk keje2 staff baru ni. n kt IBM evrything gune sistem computer. so if ak key in salah sikit..entire master records dr awal smpi la ke billing part semuanya salah. every year akan ade assesment..if 3 tahun berturut2 keje ko cm hampeh..dats mean..get out from IBM..find another job.hhohoho~mmg la benda key in key in ni senang. kalau 1 request..pejammate leh wat. konpem xde salah. imagine at 1 time..ade 100requests. cmne?? agak2? huwaaa~

4. post ak adelah customer fulfilment professional which keje ni handle everything bout customer. keje ni xsame mcm customer service. inventory, master records sume akan di handle. if ak accept tis job..ak akn ade kt department master records n handle customers around ASEAN mcm thailand..philipines..singapore..indonesia..n jugak maybe taiwan, hongkong or china. so work time die xlari sgt.. nasi xdpt australi or nz..kene stat keje kol 630 pg smpi 330 ptg. huuu~

5. die tny..expected salary brape. dgn brani ak ckp..if i expected it to b around 2200 to t2500..is it ok? interviewer itu dgn muke selamba badak sumbu ckp..yes, sure.. 2200 is sure. i try to make it 2500 after ur 3rd interview.ohohohohoh~

6. 3rd interview ak akn berhadapan ngn big manager..die ckp sgt la garang. klu xreti jawab..or xde solid answer..mmg mati menderita dlm blik interview..so better b4 g 4th interview..ati dh tetap nk keje n bg 100% utk IBM. dats y die beriye2 tgu jawapan ak. huk3~sbb klu dh confirm..mmg ye lah tu. dpt lah kerja itu.huk3~

so..mule2 cm xnk je kan. sbb fikir keje die sgt laaaaa perlu commitment. tp bile pk gaji...ahhaaaiiiii~ xmampu nk tolak. ak mintak die sehari utk pk wether nk ke xnk job tu. tp ni dh masuk 5 hari. kaktam ckp..'ok fine la..if fikir gaji..mmg la kan..tp ko tahan ke? ak takot ko tu..keje 2 bulan dh nk benti. cne??" betol gak katenye. huk2~oh...........ak tulis kt blog ni sbb nk mintak pendapat kwn2 ak. hope korg leh tlg aku.huk2~

kesweetan yg saye suke!

hehehe~ post isi mase lapang. tgh tgu sumone. bosan2.
kawan2 sy lately ni sweet2 belaka. [poyonye ayat!]mohahaha~
sy nk gtaw itu je. dorg sweet.sy suke. ngeeeeeeeeee~

oh!

oh!..smlm dh 14hb jun 2010.. dh 4 bulan! hehehe~
baru 4 bulan...tp mcm2 dh kitorg hadapi...
oh! ari jumaat lepas..kete ak osak...die yg tlg setelkan sume.
bwk ak jumpe kakak ak, amek kad kredit..anta ak blk umah..
oh! dgn moto nye la..die ni mat moto..
oh! aku naek moto!!!!
oh! ak ade helmet sendiri!!
oh! ak meredah hujan ok!!
oh! kawan2 ak...jgn menjerit2 ye. [walhal zaza dh golek2 jerit dh smlm..sabar eh za..haha!]
hehehe~ ak dh xtakot naek moto.
infact..ak rindu nk naek moto lg.hehehe~
sbb..
jem xpyh nk kecoh2..tol xpyh nk bayar..minyak 6rgt leh pusing merata.
6rgt??? aishhh...mmg jimat! sukeeeeeeeeeeeee...heheheh~
tapi....ak bersyukur ade die. bak kata zaza..'nasib ade laki.leh tlg jage..'
hehehe~ ye. maceah mohd nasir.hehe~
oh! tp bukan sbb tu je ak suke die..byk lg bende lain!hehehe~
oh! die dh jumpe kakak ak aka kaktam.
oh! kaktam ak suke die..[green light! yesh!ngehehe~]
erm..pape pon..kete ak tetap osak..rm1000 jugak kne byr.
deng! yuran konvo pon xleh nk bayar lg..
p perabeh duit kt savvy hijau aku tu...menyampah!
dan yg paling menyampah..interview ari sabtu telah burn.
deng!
btw, ak lulus aptitude test interview utk company IBM.
now waiting for next interview plak. esok! hopefully dapat..
wish me luck friends! hehehe~
oh! lagi satu an...laptop ak osak. ari yg same ngn kete osak.oh! malang sungguh...
jadinye xon9 laaaa..smlm ak cilok lappy kaktam....
jadinye on9 laaa..hehe..sembg2 ngn zaza kan!
zaza kan! tetibe kan! tetibe kan! die jd sweet taw! uuuuuuuuuuuu~~terharu!
die kan..ckp kan..DIE RINDU SAYA! hehehehehehe~
maceh kerana merindukan sy! hehehehehhehe~muah!

p/s : moral of d story..ak dh xtakot naek moto. hahahaha!! zazariah! sudah! berhenti jerit
skunk!hehehehe~
I MISS my friends and ukm! oh..xsabar nk grad...
n...I LUV U MOHD NASIR. thanx for everything. 4BULAN YANG BERMAKNA. hehehe~

sick of tis kinda life..~

i need a new life.
aku dah xtahan hidup mcm ni.
xde arah tujuan...
hidup xde bnde nk buat..
jauh dr sume org..
parents..friends..and him.
urghhh..tis life is suck with NOTHING to do..
internet pulak xlame lg mmg xleh nk gune dah.
xdpt on9. uhuhuhuhuhuhu~wuaaaaaaaaaaa~
ya Allah..tolong la aku..mmg buntu sgt2 ni.
duet pon xde..keje pon xde..ape pon xbuat..
i need a change!
huhuhuh~
-sigh-

whats next?

dh lame xbwat cmni..
duduk umah satu hari xkua2. mkn megi. bukak utube.
duduk je atas sofa..sampai pinggang cramp!
after almost a month..bz wif assignments..thesis..n finals.

well, after all................i finally end my degree..
tggu ari nk konvo je. insyaAllah..
ari ni..byk sgt pk what to do next.
kaktam dah bebel2..soh cr keje cepat2..
tp aku cm nk relax2 lepak2 dlu..
tp klu relax..klu lepak..duit nk dpt mane?????
xbes la life xde duit.hehehe~

malas..malas..
nk kawen la. boleh?? hahah!
ade ke org nk kawen ngn aku?
muahahhaha~~~
ape2 pon..setelah 3 tahun masuk kua lecture hall..exam hall..
ulang alik sg buloh-bangi...
ini lah die. doakan aku.
hope dpt keje yg aku suke..gaji pon leh tahan..
bukan demand..tp nk keje pon kne la yg suke jugak.
klu x nt keje xikhlas..haaa~

yg penting..ak nk doakan ak n die.
smoga die dpt keje jugak. cpt kawen.
ngaaaaaaa~ civic eh? hahahah!

till then! papai~~

p/s : PA remy ishak? maya karin? sape nak? hahahah~

confession 2

sedih bile fikirkan benda yg dh lepas2.
it was actually sweet to remember.
tp akhir2 ni..xsangka yg sweet2 tu dh jadi pahit.
to be honest...sitting in d library for d whole day since 3weeks past is bcz..
im running away.
tah la. kt lib ak fikir keje je. bwt keje...xde hati pon nk pk pasal hal lain.
sbb bile pk hal lain2..kepala jadi serabut..

ISU 1
fikirkan dlm 3 tahun ni..ade x org prasan kehadiran ak?
did i change sumtin?
ape yg ak dh bwt utk org..
kehendak org ak tunaikan..
xpe. ak susah skit.xkesah. kua duit skit.pon xkesah.
xpenah aku ungkit sume2 tu. utk kwn2 ke..family ke..
klu ade pape konflik..ak yg mengalah. ak yg akn senyap. kne mrh pon senyap je la.
kne sentap pon senyap jela. ak nk sentap blk..tp memikirkan ak syg org2 sekeliling ak..
xnk hati dorg sakit cm ape yg aku rase..tp...
adekah ak dihargai?
disentap oleg org yg ak jarang2 nk sentap.org yg ak care. yg ak syg.
disingkirkan. klu dlu ak rpt ngn die. tp skunk jmpe cm kekok. pdhal ak nk sgt ngn die cm dlu2..
jujurnye..skrg ni ak rse xdihargai. fullstop.
xbaik kan fikir cmtu..tp keadaan memaksa ak fikir mcm tu.
jd..duduk lib kurg berfikir sgt.

ISU 2
LUPE KAWAN!
pecayelah. ak xlupe kwn2 ak.
brape kali ak nk state..ak syg kwn2 ak lebih dr ak syg diri ak sndri...
sbb tu..klu kwn2 ak sakitkan ati ak..ak sedih, kecewa..
ak jage hati kwn2 ak lebih dr hati ak sndri.
bia ak xdpt ape yg ak nk..jnji ak dpt bg ape yg dorg nk..
itu aku.
STATEMENT LUPE KAWAN....bagi aku NONSENSE.
AKU SGT2 KECEWA UTK ORG YANG KATE MCM TU KAT AKU.
siyes skunk ak sgt2 kecewa.
klu ak bleh jage ati kwn2 ak..nape kwn2 ak xleh nk bwt bnde yg same kt aku??????
utk kwn2..
ak tulis ni sambil nangis.
aku jauh dr korg..bukan sbb ak xigt korg.
ak rindu nk hang out ngn korg..
tp demi menjage hati aku sndr yg xde sape kisah nk jage..
ak menjauhkan diri sekejap.
yep. ak semakin dilupakan. as usual. ak redha..

ISU 3
bekepit dgn bf..
'mia skunk..susah betol nk jumpe..asik bekepit je ngn bf die. kemaruk ke hape?'
ak bekepit..tp xbwt maksiat ok.
bg sesape yg igt ak bwt maksiat..nmpknye org tu silap.
doakan yg baek2. pk kan yg baek2. bukan doa yg buruk2.
tu je yg ak hrpkan.
klu ak doakan korg yg buruk2, korg nk? xnk kan..so do i.
bwt mase ni..bia la ak ngn die je. klu la ade org yg phm..
tp cm xde je yg phm..
ORG kate..bile ak susah..klu gado ke ngn bf ak..ak akn blk kt kwn2 ak..bf tu bukan tentu2 suami aku. see...doa yg xbaek lg. doakan la semoga die jadi suami kau...xleh ke cmtu???pelik!
blk ke? ak sentiasa ngn kwn2 ak..nk blk mane lg??
xnmpk pn ak hang out ngn kwn2 ak..
x. xnmpk ngn mate kasar. kwn2 ak sume kt dlm ati aku.
klu dgr dorg susah..ak risau. klu dorg msg..ade mslh..ak dgr. ak risau bile kwn2 ak ade mslh..


zaza - ak mintak maaf sgt2 kt ko..ko yg paling ak bwt slh byk sgt. ak xlupe ko za. kite byk konflik..tp kite bleh baik blk lpas tu..ak suke lepak ngn ko..dgr mslh ko..ko ak dh anggap cm adik aku dh.. tp tu la. ak tataw cmne kite leh cmni. ak cube paham keadaan.brusaha nk cm dlu..tp xbleh. maybe sbb ko pon xnk. jdnye ak give up at the end. ak syg ko za. ak betol2 xtaw cmne nk bwt kite jd cm dlu..klu ko de mslh..cter la ngn ak..klu ko ade kwn laen yg ko lebih slesa nk cter..xpela..ak nk ko taw..ak xpenah lupe ko. smpi bile2.insyaAllah..thanx utk everything, za..
ijan, nisa, ayrin - korg 4 org. my saviour. lpas ak gado ngn bella..korg sanggup kwn ngn ak..ak xsorg2..korg salu sokong ak.kwn ngn korg smpi pointer ak naek..3pointer tu sbnrnye berkat kwn ngn korg..thanx sgt2. ijan..byk dgr mslh ak.hg dh mcm kakak ak..bg nasihat..care sgt..bile ak nanges..hg yg ak cari..nisa..pon cmtu jugak. ayrin..ko mule2 ak rpt antara korg sume.susah senang kite same2.. walau cmne pon kite lepas ni..korg yg paling ak xleh nk lupe.


mcik farhana sumiran - mcik jauh ngn mcik..tp ble mcik de mslh..cter ngn mcik..mcik ade je kt sini..mcik syg mcik sgt2..xsgka leh rpt ngn mcik..tp..kwn ngn mcik n laen2..mmg sweet. mcik happy kwn ngn korg..
norlin sabuti - rindu jerit2 di blik korg..ko kwn plg bes nk ajk jalan..xpenah xnk. ak ajk je mesti nk. rindu cmtu..huhu~jd driver ak kdg2 an..thanx jugak.hehe~
bihah - kite dh lame xsembg kan? tp..ak rindu ko. jerit2 kt blik ko jugak. tido ats katil ko. ak tataw np..asl katil ko je..sti ak rse nk tido..thanx jugak..mase kete ak rosak..ak tumpang tido blik ko..ak pnjm duit ko kdg2..lupe nk bg blk...sorry utk itu.hilangkan pendrive ko.sorry jgk..
ke3-3 ni..thanx sbb salu teman ak g kelas titas...xbg ak bosan sorg2..pegi pasa same2..rindu time2 cmtu..sorry n thanx for everything. syg korg sgt2. ak ak xpenah lupe korg..
mekti, mizah, tiqah - thanx n sorry for everything..klu ak gurau terkasar sket..bwt korg sentap..terasa..ak mintak maaf..kdg2 ak ni overrrr sket..hehehe~ hope dpt jumpe korg lg lpas ni..


mazlan md nor - thanx spnjg bwt tesis ni..susah sng same2..klu xde ko..ak xtaw tesis ak cmne..xtaw k p umah hewan sorg2 cmne..ko kwn laki ak yg paling rpt. best ngn ko..n ko care sgt..ko jugak yg temukan ak ngn nasir..thanx jugak. teman ak jalan2. klu ak jiwa kacau..ko yg salu teman ak..mkn cendol la..ngn zaza..itu ak xkn lupekan.sorry n thanx jugak utk sume2 ni selame setahun kite kwn..klu ak ade bwt salah ngn ko..ak mintak maaf sgt2. kdg2 xterniat..tp ak manusia..ko kenal ak cmne..sorry again.b happy ngn bibit k. ak doakan korg bahagia..



I LOVE U GUYS A LOT..~

kwn2 yg lain..biochemist..yg penah bekerja dgn ak mase pengurusan seni dlu..thanx. halalkan segala yg korg dh bg..n sorry..klu ak de salah ngn korg..

my bad~

i lack in many ways.

1. im bad in making decision.

KMK couldnt help. i juz sucks in tis kinda thing. i dunno which one is the right decision. never get to think which is d best. i manage myself. since ive been studying here..i made decision for myself. any consequeces..i'll take it by myself too. i truly say...making d right decision is juz my weakness. n d best part is..i juz realized bout it. some one i really care..im in love wit..made me think of it.huhu~sorry..

2. im bad in expressing wat im thinking.my thoughts.

hell yeah. tis one. kills me. i sometimes express my thoughts in a wrong way..dunno how to make a right sentence. to put words juz exactly as wut i think.its hardddddd~seriously. n ya..people do misunderstood my words. kdg2 boleh bwt gaduh ok. i hate it. sorry again.

3. im too care. care for people i love.

my biggest weakness. people said..im too kind. too nice. d thing is..i couldnt resist people's wishes..n i keep on thinking of their reaction if i did burden em. penat ke x..ok ke x..kecik hati ke x..i sometimes think of sumtin dat doesnt happen pun. padahal org lain ok je. ak je yg byk fikir. sorry..

4. tend to create conflicts.

i dun like conflict.hate it. it spoils my mood everytime it happens. but i tend to create dat kind of situation. i dunno y. i jz couldnt explain more bout tis. i jz dun understand myself bout tis kinda thing. b, if its always happen..n im d one who always created tis..im sorry..its out of my mind. sorry..

there's alot more. people says.. each person has got their own good n their own bad. use d good in a right way..n change the bad to be not so bad. hehehe~ but its juz me. mia mmg cm ni.
"our strength grows out of our weaknesses. "

tak fahammm~

kenape la...semua benda yg aku buat..asyik salah je kat mata org???
padahal bile difikirkan, benda tu tak salah pon...

kenape la...susah sgt nk puaskan ati org???
sebab ak dh xlarat asyik puaskan ati org..ati sndri xpuas2..

kenapa la org susah sgt nk faham aku???
padahal ak cukup menjaga n try nk memahami setiap org yg ade kt skeliling aku..
bukan nk harapkan balasan..tp sblm menghukum aku...fikirla ape yg aku dh bwt..

fullstop. lupekan! weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

aku bz dan akan bz smpi 26hb ni.
bz lebih dr cosmate2 yg laen. i got extra 3 papers.
14,19,20,21,22 and 26! bederet2...xtaw nk study cmne dah..
kwn2..sorry klu dlm time2 cmni..xdpt nk spend time ngn korg sgt..
ive been sitting n studying like hell in d library smpi malam.
lpas exam.........kite lepak same2 eh~~~
luv u guys! muahhh!

running out of time~

erk! actually ak kne siapkan my 2nd draf untuk disubmit kt PM hasidah tomorrow morning.
byk lg sbnrnye. 20/30 page. banyaaaaaaaak...
nak cari journal..gune scholar mmg la hampeh..
portal journal xleh nk bukak plak. dari smlm aku cube.
dengggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!

ok2.dah! back to work!

p/s : ak share one pic ok. erythrocytes infected wif malaria parasites. tis is wat ive been studying all this while..ohh...

a flashback

when i think of d present..i flashback d past.
how my life changed..
how im afraid to lose..
scared of losing everything that i hv rite now.
im staying up. never got a chance to sleep tightly.
at tis kinda time..
wif d help of solat sunat..
i sit back. hoping for a calmness of mind..
forgetting d thesis..n flashing back.
comparing...n dreaming for d future..
my tears fell down tis evening..
watching d word Allah in front of me..
yup. i cried a lot. lately.
thanx Allah. for granted me everything.
health..and happiness..
and nikmat..ujian..
coz it made me stonger. to face d world.
for giving me family.. and friends..
and d one..mohd nasir salleh..
who love me d way i am..
those people might be tired seeing me crying.
sorry and thanx. for me..i need to cry. let it out. and move on.
dats d way people. dats how i make myself strong.
take note amira amran.
but..whatever it is. redha is d best way makcik! hehe~
ade hikmah disebalik semua kejadian...


ok! back to thesis thingy!
gudnyte folks!
luv ya!


p/s : kantoi solat asar lame sgt..hehe~

KESAL~

the wrong, the bad, the mistake always overshadows the good, the nice, the right..

kesal dgn pihak yang ambik cara mudah..melepaskan sesuatu sewenang2nye without berfikir the consequences to others around em.

redha

redha

redha

ape yang salah..dibetolkan. insyaAllah takkan berulang in future.

manusia biasa selalu melakukan kesilapan. tegurlah jika tiada kesedaran..tapi cara peneguran biarlah betol..

lagi sekali..aku redha.

jangan tegur disana sini..akhirnye memakan diri sendiri..

thanx..thanx so much!

lets think positive!

graduation

sedar x sedar...lagi bbrp bulan je..kitorang semua akan tgglkan UKM..
mule sebok2 nak pk wats next..
keje ke..sambung masters ke..kawen ke..ehem ehem..hahha!
ye. we r graduating around august 2010. INSYAALLAH..
segala penat lelah..susah senang..kami berjaya hadapi kesusahan dan keperitan serta penderitaan bile jadi student biokimia. kepala boleh pecah menghafal segala cycles n pathways.
hehehe~
ape yg penting..ak happy ngn korg semua..every moments..manis ke pahit ke..i will remember each of that.
eager n excited to grad..to hold a degree..but at d same time sedih sbb separate..
but anyway..ape2 pon..do d best in future guys!

tis is a lil poem untuk korg....:

We’re graduating, and we know
Our lives will be different and new

We’re going out into the world
Our goals and dreams to pursue.

But one thing will never ever change
As we go our separate ways
The friends we’ve made in school will be
Our friends for all our days.

The special ties and attachments we’ve made
These bonds will never be broken
We’ll continue to feel that special bond
Though words may not be spoken.

MIB 09'

malam bbq dengan ketiadaan aku.huk3..

wish best of luck! may the world embrace you.excite you. strengthen you in everything you do.
my love wil always b wif u guys.

to SOMEONE

someone new. but becoming more n more important to me. special. in every way. gave me tis song.
not only to listen. but to really go through all d words in it.

the fray
never say never

Some things we don't talk about
rather do without just hold a smile
falling in and out of love
ashamed and proud of together all the while

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before

don't let me go [6x]

picture, you're the queen of everything
far as the eye can see under your command
i will be your guardian when all is crumbling
i'll steady your hand

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time time and time again
younger now then we were before

don't let me go [6x]

we're falling apart and coming together
again and again
we're crawling apart but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go [6x]

don't let me go [6x]

i knew this song. already. never knew it might be so meaningful. might be remembered.
for how long? maybe forever.
to start a new thing. is never get to be easy. but. i trust what my heart said. and i chose to make it start. finally.
im taking a risk. giving a chance for myself and that someone. im looking forward. . hoping for no history repetition in future. . only you, me and HIM know how hard it is.

DEAR SOMEONE (you know who),
even its just started.
lets make this 'new thing' last forever.
may Allah bless us.
amin....

asyik lupa!

i need an assistant!!!

a personal assistant!

asyik lupe je sume bende..........ape neh?!

need sumone yg igtkan n managekan sume bende.

keterlupaan aku ni sgt terukkkkkk~~~

benci! benci! benci!

sape yg sanggup ni....sape...manage me for FREE. boleh??

thank you

To my beloved friends...

Thank you

for believing in me when I found it difficult to believe in myself...

for saying what I've needed to hear sometimes, instead of what I've wanted to hear....

for siding with me....

and for giving me another side to consider.

Thank you

for opening yourself up to me....

for trusting me with your thoughts and disappointments and dreams....

for knowing you can depend on me and for asking my help when you've needed it.

Thank you

for putting so much thought and care and imagination into our friendship...

for sharing so many nice times and making so many special memories with me.

Thank you

for always being honest with me...

being kind to me...

being there for me.

Thank you for being a friend to me in so many meaningful ways.

L.O.V.E F.O.R.E.V.E.R

c0nFesSion!

akhirnye.....

ak dh ckp ape yg terbuku dlm ati aku.

thanx sbb memahami...

lega...
lega...
lega...

mlm td tido nyenyak. wlupon lambat. kol 5 br tido.

thanx.

i hv to make another confession to sumone else~

tis one is harder.

i hope tis is d right decision.

n i hope everyone understands it.

wish me luck!