cikgu............

dari dolu2...
smpi la skrg....
ak akn menjadi mangsa keadaan..
heran ajaibnye..yg laen xkene pon..
asek2 aku.
nmpk ke ketokohan ak ni?
menyambung kerjaya mak aku..
jadi cikgu. CIKGUUU??!!
no way..............

untuk ape?

balek kg untuk tenangkan ati....
tp tenang ke?
ke aku balek sbb nk redakan ketegangan?
sesungguhnye, ak maseh xtenang lagi.
dh nk dekat 24 jam ak kt sini....
xde perubahan pon ak rse.
mknenye, ye. confirm....ak xtenang.
xtaw cmne nk mulekan.
xde ruang utk ak luahkan ape2 kt mak.
maybe next time.
maybe i shud keep tis 1st.
bertahan!
tp makin lame kt sini...makin byk plak persoalan.
betol ke cara ak handle sume ni?
or am i being selfish? self centered?
layak ke aku nk react mcm ni?
ak sape? hebat sgt ke aku?
shud i be more positive?
or shud i be more careful?
even worse....
kenapa perlu aku fikir pjg2 pasal ni?
u stop thinking n gamble je la mia!
byk lagi bnde laen that u need to think of!
move on! live up ur life!
which means...layan je!
gambate, mia!
BERUSAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next level of life~

setiap ari hajah halijah walat call..
soh pegi sane sini....
survey harge...
beli brg kawen..
pastu die plak kt sane sebok cari bunge telor..
nk bagi ape kt org..
xmo bagi telor..tp nk bg bunge telor..
ak dinamakan wedding planner..
makcik itu..............mmg la.

sape nk kawen?
konpom laa...akuuu!!
aku punya abg lerrr!!!!! agagagagagaga~~
bile dh 1st tyme..konpom2 la....sume org pon akn excited punye.
cm mule2 nk blaja kete..mule2 nak masok uni..
bnde first2..mule2 ni...mmg sonok nk bwt.
itu pasal la...hajah halijah aka mak kesygn saye tu....ovvverrrr u~~~
1st wedding in d family. abg ak ank ke2..
langkah bendul la kire..tp ade die kesah??! dh tangkap cintan sgt dh tu~
biala..umo pon dh 30~

so...ape2 pon..tahniah..smoge happy..bahagia..ak happy nk dpt kakak lagi..umo 23! sebaya aku..cpt la ngam kire..hahah! [sonok la tu..dpt bini mude remaje tahap2 aku...POWER la tu kire?! hahahhaa]
wlupun yg ade 2 org ni pon ak xterlarat nak layan..tp die la satu2nye kakak ipar yg akn aku ade smpi bile2 pon kan...jage die baek2..n smpan duet! bkn sng nk bela ank org!

ayat yg paling poyos stkt ni :

KHAIRUL ZANI AMIR & SITI AISHAH

selamat menghadapi hidup berumahtangga...~~

ape yg ade

lesson that i learned from yesterday...:

TERIMA SESORANG ITU SEADANYA

dont judge. cz human cn never b perfect. we make mistakes.
learn from it.

i hope i cn be positive bout it. tp tu la. mcm ak ckp...
manusia selalu bwt salah..so do i. jd...tegorla klu ak bwt silap..
igtkan ak bile ak lupe diri..

2 posts in 1 day!

punye la xde keje..hari ni bwt 2 posts! xleh blahhhh~hahaha... ptg td hp rosak. xleh nk on! rse nk hempok bagi hancur je hp tu! beli mahal2 tp rosaaaaaaak je keje.baek xpayah! damn w980! masuk kali ni...tis is d 2nd time hp tu rosak.lantak ko! bwek!

hari ni rase xbermaya je. today...i juz sit back n spent time wif my sister yg dh 2mngu cuti n sedang meniti hari nk keje balek tis monday~ kemas umah malas..makan pon malas..mandi pon malas.. so akhirnye kitorg amek lunch at 530pm. its considered our dinner too. kire lunch dinner la. malas nk kuar..malas nk masak..n kitorg 2-2 pon sdg on diet. sesuwai la cmtu.asyik malaaaaas je. cmne hidop nk bekembang neh?!haha~

plus, ak xsehat dr smlm. rase xsedap badan...tekak pahit2...ati xtenang...paru2 rase ketat je membwatka nafas ak jadi pendek2..ni dh rase seram2 sejuk dah. ive never been in a good health since ak didiagnose ade bronchitis dlu.kejap2 je la klu nk sehat tu..skrg, bile malam je.....sesak nafas. senang demam..tu satu hal. ive never been like tis b4. dlu nk demam pon susah~ setahun sekali je. itu b4 diet. ak assume immune system ak kuat la..lpas diet..lose weight..sume berubah.bukan bentuk badan je..ak rase kesihatan n pemikiran ak pon same2 berubah. ak cepat kenyang kerap makan. cepat sakit..

jgn la dtg demam.... tis coming week akan jd sgt bz..
1. lab biodi dh stat! hell....lab ngn junior..konfem dorg igt aku repeat.padahal akk belom amek lg subject ni dik!!! disbbkan ia subjek wajib major..tepakse la menebalkan muke yg xbape nk cun neh!
2. final part of d labwork. pLDH assay. asek tangguh2 je. ak malas. labmate balek kg. haha! nex week akn abiskan semua. tggl part nk tulis je lg.
3. my supervisor nk tgk my 1st thesis draft. habuk pon belom ditaip lagi. ape nk tnjuk kt die??

p/s : ade hati nk sambung masters..dgn cmni punye perangai.

wish me luck folks!pray for me! i really need to stay healthy to complete all those thing...
till then....bye!

am i d lucky one?

doa ak termakbol ke?
in tis kinda situation......lucky kah aku?
hokay..ni yg tgh pusing2 in my mind rite now..
sumone help me!!

btw...i actually and finally brought ijan,zaza,ayrin,nisa,shake n fizah to bagan lalang las thurs..
bibit n lan pon ikot jugak as tourist guide~haha!
kejap je kat sane. they wanted sum extraordinaire scenery~~
utk projek fotografi dorg...so i helped em! heheh~
korg bagi dapat A taw..u guys can do it!

it was a tiring day..mlm semalam sambung lagi kt putrajaya..
cz some snaps xjadi..shuter speed la..f stop la..which i dont really understand! haha!
instead of around ukm je..ape slhnye g putrajaya yg kentot pon dgr dari ukm tu..
hhehehe~ sambil2 tlg dorg..i could spent sum times ngn dorg..
since dh lame sgt xhang out same2. 2 kelas je yg same ngn dorg tis sem.
so..paham2 je la. plus i got 1st year subjets punye classes to attend to...
so bile dorg xde kelas..aku de kelas..dorg ade kelas..ak xde pulak...
but its ok. they do understand. i hope.hehe~

btw..ni sum pics for u guys. kt facebook byk lagi...tgk eh~~

continuously..

for me usually..things happened continuously. lepas satu...satu yg jadi.
i did realize tis when neo got into accident kat bukit jalil. and then savvy started to make problems.
1. tayar botak!
2. battery low. ( ak tersadai kat sprint damansara for an hour ok!)
3. enjin terbakar! (can u imagine?!!! i spent 7k to fix it!)
damn...tp tu kn kehendak tuhan..ada hikmah..
baru nak happy2 neo kluar workshop..dat nite accident lg!
tis time..it was not my fault..org yg langgar hokayyyy~ lepas beberapa hari..my friend lann..moto die pon accident jugak. fuhh~badi ke hape?!
soo...continuous kan? n d best part is.........all things above happened in d same month!
subhanallah~

after 3 weeks masok bengkel..savvy pon da ok.. las saturday..yay! accident!
tis time ak ngaku la salah aku.....i bumped a car infront at a roundabout around Bangi.
weird.........ak xde perasaan langsung time tu. lucky giler owner kete tu baek...kete die calar sket jarghhh~

smpi skunk pon xrepair2 lagi~aish~

ptg td skip class. ade quiz. kantoi.....tgh sambut bday junior..tibe2 i got a call from a friend. die accident pulak...nk dijadikan cerite......
on my way back home last nite..ive been followed by a Gen2 plate no W** 3021 all the way from sg besi ke rumah ak. perhhhhhh!!!! CUAK habes taw x! ketaq lutut mak aihhh~~~~
rempit 160km/j...jalan nk balek umah plak sunyi..aish~naseb rumah aku ade pakgad2. thanx to em for not letting those culprits in.

jalan sunyi!!

lampu pada cermin itu adalah dari kereta gen2 w**3021
yang mengekori aku tu..hoooo~

but they know where i live kan?! aishh~~ so esok ak ade mission. klu dorg ikut lagi..mari teros ke balai polis! ehehehe~jage korg! ak bakal tahu sape korg sbnrnye!

byk betol perkataan accident kan? sbb setiap hari...4-5 jam dh dhabiskan untuk memandu kereta. hahaah~ motif of d story bukan psl accident...tp pasal naseb aku.
so now..i am so ready to face wats gonna happen next! bukan doa...tp besedia mental n fizikal so that bile stress.....ak xlepas pressure tu kt org laen..sori lann pasal malam td. termelenting xtentu psal...xbwt dh ok! eskrem eh nt. haha! semoga kite semua dijauhkan dari malapetaka ya Allah~

kemusykilan abad ini~

die suruh tULiS. tp bagi F0nT 12 mArgIN 4CM spAcing 1.5?
TULI$ tgn......tp MiNtAk cm tgn kit0RanG niE k0mPUter..
aku mUsykIl..
koRg mu$ykil tAk?

mI$$ Her..

alisya...
rindu nye kamu~~~~

tgk toys kamu...
bekas2 cakaran gigitan kt tgn ni haa..

rindu sgt!
sehat2 ek kt sane...
namo nakal2 jaat2...
senam2 taw...namo gundu2..

windu lisyaaaaaaaa~~
muah!

tis in d only pic i got. laptop n hp kne format.huhu~

dulu...sekarang..

kalau dulu... org panggel aku:

gemok
gundu
tong drum
badak
besar gedabak
sehat

comel

ye...itu adelah aku..lbeyh kurg setahun yg lepas.
gedabak an?
mule2 ak xrase aku mcm tu.
org ckp..high level of confidence.haha!
but then...satu hari..
i got 1 biochem lab.
which needed me to measure all those lemak bwh kulit semua..
including body age!
time tu baru rase nk pengsan kot.
weight:71.8kg
body age:40
GILE KAN?!
mmg gile!

starting march 2009.
bermulela diet aku.
menu setiap ari.
anything excluding NASI dan mknn yg manis2.
wajib:
oat,air mineral,buah, kurg tido,
kurg mknn lemak2 manis2,bykkan exercise.


bday baru2 ni. 25th nov 2009..

me wif d stripes!



berat skrg secara jujurnye...58.7 kg.
lepas diet..dan saket2..
ak kehilangan 13.1 kg dlm setahun.
alhamdulillah...wif helps n supports from my friends..
especially IJAN!
sbb jage makan aku..n teman ak exercise~
smpi ak jd jaguh badminton ukm.haha!
my aim.....50kg. hopefully..sblm grad..ak dpt capai itu.
pray for me!
amin!
tp...ape org panggel ak lpas ak kurus?
wondering~~

towards the end

pejam celik pejam celik...
im completing my degree soon!
happy ade...n sedih pon ade.
if dulu.....rase mcm i want to end tis thing cepat2!
bencinye bwt degree. bencinye dok ukm.
but anything cn happen kan?
time pass by, i met all kind of people.
dlu..kwn ngn sorg tu je. idop xbekembang langsung dol!
tiap2 ari jumpe org yg same. bosan!
mane x gado?!
lame2...jumpe org laen. jumpe org laen kepade org laen.
dari benci jadi suke..
now..pegi kelas jumpe org yg berlainan.haha!
dh xbosan. suke.
do things tgether..
spend time together..
sedih suddenly dtg.rse mcm xnak grad pon ade.
after tis..sume bwk haluan masing2..
menyesal pon ade. i was so reserve at 1st.
bukan sombong. needed time to adapt.
problems caused me to be so. sorry friends!
we wasted our time.
but lets not think bout what had passed.
lets do d best in future. while we still hv our time.

i know. laaame sgt xupdate blog.
i got no nuffnang thingy here.
n i got oni 3 followers to read tis busuk2 blog.
sorry for those 3.ahaha!
love? hahahahaha..lets juz put a comma for tis moment.
bukan time la rasenye.

studies? i think im doing great.so farrr so goooood.
thesis is almost accomplish.
yerp. doin thesis now. jz a lil final project.
requires me to do sum research.
we'll talk bout it in sum other time.
in a longer post.

so..live update? mcm facebook la pulakkk..
br balek from kampus. clbrate bday bibit yg ke 22!
happy bday to u...
happy bday to u..
happy bday to bibit...
happy bday to u~~~
so as a programme runner...
rse2nye sumenye berjalan lncar diakhiri dgn mandian tepong dan lulur telor!

i'll update soon k!
nyte folks!