untuk ape?

balek kg untuk tenangkan ati....
tp tenang ke?
ke aku balek sbb nk redakan ketegangan?
sesungguhnye, ak maseh xtenang lagi.
dh nk dekat 24 jam ak kt sini....
xde perubahan pon ak rse.
mknenye, ye. confirm....ak xtenang.
xtaw cmne nk mulekan.
xde ruang utk ak luahkan ape2 kt mak.
maybe next time.
maybe i shud keep tis 1st.
bertahan!
tp makin lame kt sini...makin byk plak persoalan.
betol ke cara ak handle sume ni?
or am i being selfish? self centered?
layak ke aku nk react mcm ni?
ak sape? hebat sgt ke aku?
shud i be more positive?
or shud i be more careful?
even worse....
kenapa perlu aku fikir pjg2 pasal ni?
u stop thinking n gamble je la mia!
byk lagi bnde laen that u need to think of!
move on! live up ur life!
which means...layan je!
gambate, mia!
BERUSAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!