fave song at the moment~

Saturday, May 30, 2009


ini adalah fariza zainul abidin.
my best friend ever.
currently in newcastle.
studyin biomedic.xsilap.hehe~
urm..mcm mane kenal die?
actually, die ni kinda famous kt skul dlu..
so, since f1 pn dh taw sape fariza.
but dat time, die ni mcm kerek je..
nak2 plak..top student..
so xbp nk bekenan le time tu..
(fariza, jgn mrh..take a deep breath..haha)
masuk f4..we were in d same class.
so, mase mule2 kenal..
not bad jugak die ni rupenye.
so lps tu..kitorg pn kwn2..
wlupn ak ni jahat..kwn gk die ngn aku.
hehe~~ and, we both lurvvvv gayot2.
kadang2 boleh sembg berjam2.
n tomoro, jmpe kt klas. weird kan?
2009, its d 5th year kitorg dh kwn.
yerp.mmg xsangka.
die baek. die cantek. die paaaaandai.no doubt.
die a good listener. die akn dgr all my probs.die akn bagi good advice.
die ade ngn aku when im sad,when im happy.
thanx fariza. all tis years..uve been a good friend to me.
really hope dat were gonna b friend forever and ever.
lurv u..mis u!
cant wait to see u.
tis is my temporary present 4 u.
shows dat, aku xlupe ur bday.hhe~
its on 31st May. im juz a lil advance.haha!
to fariza


may god bless u. hope u gonna hv better years ahead.

love u soooooo much! mmmuah!


Sunday, May 24, 2009

a working life...

tis is where i work.
but speficically, im in laboratory department.
hehe..its juz a small room..
smaller then DK130BB in FST.
haha haha haha!
Sunway Medical Centre, Subang Jaya.
gonna spend tis 2 months there.
1st 2 week of working,
i was in haematology department.
sumting to do wif blood..n a lil bit of urine.
it was sooooo boring.
as they can never giv me anything to do.
afraid that im gonna do mistake.
its a private hospital.
everything has 2 b perfect.
as they wanna maintain their reputation.
start working at 830.
keep looking at the clock.
bile laaa nk pukol 5.30 ni.
time passed so slow..
day by day..
its getting interesting..
kak sapiah, d hod..
she taught me all those things in dat department.
she allowed me to do ESR.
Erithrocyte sedimentation rate measurement.
also dengue tests.
i did sum filing works also.
mismatched d patients' forms wif d result printed..
but yeeah..klu byk sample..ok la.
klu xde sample..mmg bosan.
slalunyer..when its near to 3pm..
dh mmg jarang ade sample.
tomoro..i'll be in chemistry department.
gonna do g6pd test..n so on.
looking 4ward.
hopefully xsusah nk cope..
n hopefully d people there gonna b nice.
6 weeks left.
dh xlame.
saba mia..saba...
cz i miss d life of student.
rase nk study smpi biler2.
sbb working life is tiring.
eventhough xbwat ape2 pn.
duduk meleperkan punggung (pnat sayas..)
tp bile blk rumah, surely tired ggler.
to fariza..tis is my update.hehe!
actually, tis is only a piece of my experience.
working in 2 weeks. :p
gonna write again after 2 weeks.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

iNdUsTrIaL tRaInInG

11th May 2009
1st day of my training. im gonna start working.
which really makes me nervous. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
can't stop thinking.
whenever my brain start to think bout training, surely my heart beat faster.
read fariza's post bout she working at d lab.
well, mase die story bout dat job, im happy 4 her.
she got it. she gonna hv a real great experience.
but she's good doww.. i know she can handle it well.
now..she ended her job. im starting my job.
im nervous nervous nervous nervous.
i dont know wat 2 do. wat to say. how to react.me alone.
wuuuuaaaaa!!!! im nervous. againnn...
fariza, help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wut shud i do. help help help!

Thursday, May 7, 2009


am i a friend to u? or more?
peningnye bile pk psl hal ni.
i need sumting real.
sumting to hold.

i miss em!

tis post shows how bored i am.
start to miss my friend.
start to appreciate.
how lucky i am 2 hv a kampung.
2 hv a place 4 me to go back..
to visit..when there is break.
tis break, im not goin back.
since my practical starts on 11th.
watchin my friends leavin me..
sendin them to stations..
sayin them gudbye..
hug them..b4 they're leavin..
its kinda makin me sad.
to be honest, i start to miss them already.
2months gona b a looong time.
witout seeing each other,
july must be an awaiting month for us.
i guess.duhh~~haha!
tis sem is d bes sem ive ever had.
d things dat all biochemists and i went through.
sumhow make me wonder.
how happy i am being one of em.
2 all 2nd year bichemistry students..
gudluck for ur industrial training.
tis is d time where we can show to em how gud we r.
see u guys in july..
DONT MISH ME! haha~ggler~


Sunday, May 3, 2009

2nd tImE aRoUnD..

my mom said..
" mira..slalunye..2nd time around will be much more easier than d 1st time"

1. utk bukak ati kali ke2, susah nye teramat. 2 tahun untuk accomplish methodology pembukaan ati. allah je yg tahu. tp bile dh berjaya bukak, disakiti balik. ya allah. silapnye keputusan ak. ak dh silap pilih jln.

2. ak kecewa utk kali ke2 nye. which is sgt saket. saket yg teramat2. smpi skunk pn, xde sape yg phm kekecawaan aku kecuali allah. saket nye lebih dr saket 1st time. tmbh lg dgn kwn2 around me. i hv to act as usual. lg saket. xtngnye ati.

2. gagal time spm. fulamik. susahnye nk trime. besusah payah usaha. siang mlm study. wlupun slalu je skip skul. masuk mtrix xikhlas lgsung. ak bgn. gagal lagi kat uni. susahnye nk bgn. susaah sgt. jauh dgn family bwt pembgn jd lagi susah. tp, im here. akhirnye ak bgn. (byk nye perkataan bgn?haha haha haha)

3. ak org pendendam. ye. smpi skunk, aina nurulyatie..name yg xpnh ak sebut setelah 5 tahun ak putus kwn ngn die. 2nd chance mmg xdpt ak nk bg kt die. she asked 4 it. tp ak xbleh. im sorry aina. its me. its d way i treat things. susahnye utk ak bg 2d chance tuk die.

4. alex. even die dh single. even die bg hint utk relate balik ngn ak. tp, susahnye utk trime die balik."tis is my new no." tp, xpnh ak cntact die. egonye ak. sorry. sememangnye ak mmg susah utk hadapi 2nd time. serik. serik sgt2.

hurm..klu nk list sume event..sume things dat happened to me 4 d 2nd time around...mmg byk.
tp motif ak utk post ni adelah...2nd time around will never be easy. never. its sumtime harder than d 1st. betol mak. maybe time revolves. zaman mak..2nd time akn jadi sgt sng. zaman mira..sgt2 susah. anak mak skunk ni tgh susah. giving people 2nd chance, 2nd time, mmg susah.friends..u guys agree wif me kan??