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Sunday, May 3, 2009

2nd tImE aRoUnD..

my mom said..
" mira..slalunye..2nd time around will be much more easier than d 1st time"

1. utk bukak ati kali ke2, susah nye teramat. 2 tahun untuk accomplish methodology pembukaan ati. allah je yg tahu. tp bile dh berjaya bukak, disakiti balik. ya allah. silapnye keputusan ak. ak dh silap pilih jln.

2. ak kecewa utk kali ke2 nye. which is sgt saket. saket yg teramat2. smpi skunk pn, xde sape yg phm kekecawaan aku kecuali allah. saket nye lebih dr saket 1st time. tmbh lg dgn kwn2 around me. i hv to act as usual. lg saket. xtngnye ati.

2. gagal time spm. fulamik. susahnye nk trime. besusah payah usaha. siang mlm study. wlupun slalu je skip skul. masuk mtrix xikhlas lgsung. ak bgn. gagal lagi kat uni. susahnye nk bgn. susaah sgt. jauh dgn family bwt pembgn jd lagi susah. tp, im here. akhirnye ak bgn. (byk nye perkataan bgn?haha haha haha)

3. ak org pendendam. ye. smpi skunk, aina nurulyatie..name yg xpnh ak sebut setelah 5 tahun ak putus kwn ngn die. 2nd chance mmg xdpt ak nk bg kt die. she asked 4 it. tp ak xbleh. im sorry aina. its me. its d way i treat things. susahnye utk ak bg 2d chance tuk die.

4. alex. even die dh single. even die bg hint utk relate balik ngn ak. tp, susahnye utk trime die balik."tis is my new no." tp, xpnh ak cntact die. egonye ak. sorry. sememangnye ak mmg susah utk hadapi 2nd time. serik. serik sgt2.

hurm..klu nk list sume event..sume things dat happened to me 4 d 2nd time around...mmg byk.
tp motif ak utk post ni adelah...2nd time around will never be easy. never. its sumtime harder than d 1st. betol mak. maybe time revolves. zaman mak..2nd time akn jadi sgt sng. zaman mira..sgt2 susah. anak mak skunk ni tgh susah. giving people 2nd chance, 2nd time, mmg susah.friends..u guys agree wif me kan??

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