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while fariza is having a hard time missing sumone....
im having a damn time doing midterm tests..hehe..
juz finished 4 papers..n d las one wil be tis sunday...
hell biometry and experimental design paper.
my lecturer ckp die dh book d venue earlier..tp suddenly ckp xde tpt nk bwat.
n sunday hari final utk bwat midterm test. wtf man..
sorry dr fazly. its ur fault.

n i dun understand even a single word u were talking bout kt depan tuh.huh..

so, tis saturday..im struggling by myself to get sumthing valuable from ur lecture notes, dr.

n, ur damn excel assignment..."really help" us..yarrrrite...
wish me luck, friends!
-study mode-

mia

l0s!nG a FriEnd...

i got to know shalini a/p suppaya since i was in f1 d..but, xde la berkawan sgt time tu. well, masuk f4, we were both in d same class..so started dr situ, br betol2 kenal sape shalini ni actually.. a cheerful nice girl. thats wut i kno. xtaw la die yg sbnrnye cmne. coz i didnt get to really be closed to her as naek f5, ak got transferred into another diff class..
mlm ni, ive been informed..d death of her..wut a shocking news. she met wif an accident on her way to jb tis late morning. tragis betol. sedih giler. another fren of mine yg tgglkan dunia ni. sok, her funeral will be in Kulim, at 2pm.
rase satu perasaan yg xdpt nk digmbrkn. bile kwn yg sebaya dgn ak, dh xde.n ak akan wondering..bile plak time aku...ya allah...
so, ill be missing shalini. she'll be in my memory.

~ IN MEMORY..SHALINI A/P SUPPAYA..(1988-2009)~

kEtid@kB0leh@n beRsU@r@..

tidur xckup absolutely merencat d flow of my hormone..cause me mouth defectiveness.haha!
tis sem, class starts at 8 almost everyday..except tuesday..itupn pukul 9 taw.
haihh...bile klas kol 8, ak smmgnye kne wake up at 530.paling lewat. lebih dari tu, mmg xsmpt smpi.
tidor plak lmbt. assignment yg bertimbun...soalan2 terjah datin ainon yg mmbuatkan ak bsengkang mata nk bace balik lecture notes yg lpas..lab report yg xsudah2..gertakan2 lecturer bout mid sem test..mmkse aku utk x boleh nk tidor awal. 19 unit seminggu mmg penat.
mata mmg bengkak la. ditkdirkan, dmm kura2 yg truk 2-3 hari lps, mata aku jd lg truk. batuk2, effect larynx ak. suare ttbe jd cm jantan pulak..
mcm2 yg jd dlm 1st 2-3 weeks ni. buat aku malaassss nk bckp bnde yg bkn2 n nk melayan kerenah sorg kwn aku yg mmg ak xlarat nk lyn pn. tah nape, dgn die ak xleh nk besuare. wlupun larynx ak sihat walafiat..mulut ak xleh nk bkak mcm mane tebukaknye mulut aku klu dgn org2 laen.
tah makin lame, ak tgk die skunk lg brubah. gedik ya rabbi la. makin2 laaa btmbah nye. dh pndai pki bj pendek atas punggung. pki tudung atas dada. not a normal thing for an ex 'tuut' student. ape yg aku tkut? "mia la yg aja die. sape lg.." i get d blame. which i actually not deserve.n tis is too complicated until i couldnt say anything. until i feel like juz to let it be. bwat la ape yg ko suke. ckp la ape yg ko nk. ak dh xlarat.bialah ape org nk pk.
ketidakbolehan bersuara sbnrnye bkn sbb org laen.its myself. ak smakin kurg bckp. maybe kwn2 baru aku xpasan bnda ni. actually guys, i talked a lot more..pok pek pok pek lagi byk2 dulu klu nk bnding pok pek pok pek skrg.haha..pok?pek? thats fatin's hamters' name..!haha..
wut happen to me?i dunno. maybe prubahan hormon kot. xpn, i hv matured..he..
but..masuk sem ni..i got a lil bit closer tu my coursemates since masing dh bwat majoring. ayrin..zaza..nisa..ijan..n raaaamai lg. br taw yg diorg mmg slumber je mcm ak sbnrnye. so now, lab practical xsesunyi dulu..skunk dh sgt bising dan kdg2 kelam kabut. like that chaos actually. at least xde la mcm dlu. i still remmber lab microbiology.lab genetics.yg sgt sunyi..masign2 ckp ngn lab partner sndiri je.masuk 2nd year..lab TDR, lab microbial genetics..it became a lil bit cheerful..skrg..xpyh ckp.haha!love seeing d progress of relationships.
haih..lately, love to talk bout friends. tah. ttbe je. and recently, rase nk sgt jmpe dgn org yg namenye arzieyanti. missing her. to my friends...luv u guys verrryyy much.
without friends, wut life is for..

~mia~

bRainN dIsrUptI0n..lAck 0F idEa..

haha..lotz of things happened to me lately..
until my brain juz cant work well..ngee~~
impuls lmbat smpi..maybe neurons aku xbfungsi dgn lncar..
ape yg aku merepek ni. sbnrnye nk ckp..
ak xde idea langsung nk tulis blog skunk.
seriously, not updating my blog is not becoz im busy since new sem dh start..
tp mmg xde idea nk post ape2.last nite, ive been in front of my laptop 4 2 hours..
perah otak..cari motif..n i created 4-5 title..tp xde isi.haha..
mcm bwat essay plak.
i dunno..lately, ati rase xsedap. bwat ape pn xkena. otak rase jammed. tido pn xlena. selera? uish..yg tu xde mslh.ahaha..
gonna rest tis weekend. nk tngkan fikiran..jiwa..haha.looks like everything dh setel..
tggl nk g kelas, bwat test, bwat quiz..for another 6 months. so, nk kne kmpul strength cukup2.
i read one of my friend's post. about missing her friends..i miss my friends too. suddenly, 2-3 ari lepas..trgt sgt kwn2 kt skul dlu. kwn2 yg dh laaaame ak xjmpe. dr drjah 1 smpi f5, ive been studying in 5 schools. terbyg muke kwn2 aku. eventhough i juz spent a week kt sultanah asma..muka2 kwn2 aku still bleh igt. kwn2 badlishah lg la ak igt. haizz..hope dpt jumpe semua kwn2 aku.
tgk. merepek2, pnjg plak post aku. sori guys. tis is a crass post.wut ever it is, thanx for reading.hahahaha...c ya!

uiks..

adeh..lame btol xupdate blog.
juz came back from trip to beijing and shanghai.
today br smpi umah, n nk balik kulim hari ni jugak.
kempunan sambal udang mak aku.hahahaha...
gonna update later kawan2...
mis u all!

dAnieLLa aLIsya....

ooo..i hate my lappy. i couldnt upload any of my photos and and its juz make me damn mad!!! haha!today, ak curik2 gne my bro pny laptop..n upload all pics. kire mcm lpas geram la kan.ngee~~i adopted a cat last 2 weeks..we named her alisya..oo i kno it doesn't make sense..ltak nama manusia kt kucing..but its wut my sis wanted to..daniella alisya is d name for her daughter to be..dh xsaba sgt kot..so she decided to give it to d cat. i'll show u guys some pics of her keh.

i lurrrvvv my cat! at least i got sum1 waiting 4 me to come home. well, finally i got a cat lepas puas memujuk sis aku. luv u alisya!

At lAsT!

hum..i've been very busy lately. wif all kind of stuffs la. finals,my practical training,my newly adpoted cat lar...mcm2! smpi xsempat nk update my blog. after a month, here i am..wif a lil post. at last!haha...well, now im soooo relax..watching AF3 concerts 3 times a day..almost everyday..i don want to. i never like AF.never ever. but i have to. its like u sit in front of d tv....press d info button..without any feeling. n then press d OK button, at 112 channel. its Variasi channel. shows tis all reality shows by Astro. but, recently..it showed proggrammes all....about MAWI! urghh..im sick of mawi. my sis said, its becoz he's getting married soon. so its like kinda tribute to mawi thingie. wtf??!!

u kno..doin notin, make us think bout wut we usually do on those days..on d days dat we can never had a chance to rest..i oways think bout my lab practicals. which taught me bout..how to do extraction, purification, digestion and manipulation of plasmids n genome la. n then..cloning, PCR, southern blotting..western blotting..northen blotting..its kinda fun. but it takes time.can u imagine..spent 9-5 in a lab..doin only few methods..add tis..incubate that..take hours u kno.so..in between of d methods..mcm2 la bleh bwat.

today, i read a post in fariza's blog. she wrote bout western blotting n n copied few photos captured by her friend in d lab. can see la..fariza talked wif her partner..fariza doin notin..(berangan la tuh!haha)..her friends chatting2..hah!now i realized, im not d one yg sgt boring dok dlm lab while waiting 4 d PCR or wutever things.haha!!!we face d same thing fariza....wakaka!!
fariza oso suggested me to view tis 1 video..PCRsong video..haha!!dats a fuuny video lar..there are few scientists sing a song bout PCR,deanturing la..annealing la...extending la..n one of them is holding tis thermocycler! wahahaha!!thats d hilarious part! thanx fariza 4 tis funny video!hehe~~~

huahhh...yesterday i went to Border..bought some books la..to read. i dun hv much money so i only bought series of litte black dress. one for 19.90.haha!now im reading "my three husband" by adam swanson.ok la..bleh la nk bwat tido kan..biase r, novel murah. but at least, i hv different thing to do besides watching AF3 concerts kn?haha!! eventhough i seems like not loving my break time..but i actually do! i luv holiday time!!! try to get enough rest..save enough enery 4 d next 6 month..huhu~~~
HAPPY HOLIDAY, my friends! enjoy ur break time!
n 4 fariza.......enjoy ur lab keh! muuaaahhh!!!